Sunkissed Skin
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Dear Diary...
♥Did you say it? I love you. I don’t ever wanna live without you. You changed my life. Did you say it? Make a plan, set a goal, work toward it. But every now and then, look around. Drink it in. ‘Cause this is it. It might all be gone tomorrow.♥
The 10 Steps to Suicide: (Selfmade)

Day 1: Sleepless Nights & Crying over little things
Day 2: Thinking about how things were
Day 3: Missing you more than I thought it was possible
Day 4: Hoping to hear from you soon.
Day 5: Fighting myself to not contacting you
Day 6: Wishing you were here
Day 7: Knowing I am replaced
Day 8: Accepting that what we had is gone
Day 9: Remembering all the things we shared and did
Day 10: …One Shot is enough to end a life & stop thinking about us…

Dont…Leave my Side:

Suicide A simple word that means so much more
Suicide A means of escape that shuts the door
Suicide Pull the trigger
Suicide Get ready to jump
Suicide Take one more breath
Suicide Are you sure you want to carry out this threat?
Suicide This is your last chance to walk away
Suicide Did you say good-bye?

Suicide It ends your life And stops your friends life in time.

Sorry…or not:

I’m sorry I think about you I’m sorry I miss you I’m sorry I’m not perfect I’m sorry I’m not smart I’m sorry I’m not funny I’m sorry I don’t talk a lot I’m sorry I’m not pretty I’m sorry I’m not what you expected I’m sorry I believed in you I’m sorry I trusted you I’m sorry I dreamt of you I’m sorry I gave you the keys to my heart I’m sorry I gave them away so fast I’m sorry I let you in I’m sorry I fell for you I’m sorry that you don’t love me I’m sorry you love her I’m sorry I hate her I’m sorry you looked at her I’m sorry for not walking away  I’m sorry you’re clueless I’m sorry your so beautiful I’m sorry you ever looked at me I’m sorry for living I’m sorry you met me I’m not sorry about loving you I will not be sorry for that…

One wish..:

If I could take back the things what happend…I would do so.If I could go back to change my mistakes I would do so.If I could have one minute with you I would take it.If I had one time left to tell you that it wasnt fake I would do so.But no matter how many times I wished nor prayed.I know that this is impossible to wish for and pray.All that is left for me to day is close my eyes and move on for I know you have done the same and now its my time to shut down the emotions in my heart wich make me burst down in tears every night.